Never go against a Cecilia...

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…was incredible. It was exactly what I needed. I’m more confident, stronger, happier, and that’s all just in a weekend. I’ve started meditating every night before bed, and I’m going to start doing it twice a day, I’m going to start drawing, and I’m not going to let anyone stand in my way of who I want to be. I’ll stay me, just a different version. Ceci 5.0. It’ll happen, and I’m way excited.

Summer 2012, here I come. :D

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TEN TO FIFTEEN GIRLS!!!

So this guy walked into anne bahr…

….it’s invisible, with liberty and justice to TEN TO FIFTEEN GIRLS. :D

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anestofseaturtles asked: What does your dress look like? (:

It’s white and flow-y and is a v-neck with pearls and lace around the neck-line. I miiiiiight put a picture up, but I’m still trying to decide if I want it to be a surprise or not. :)

the56enigma asked: Romy is my store. It's right above The Gap. I work tomorrow from 1:30-5:30. Come love meeeee

Hehe. I’ll see if I can make it over there. If you have shoes, I’ll be the happiest girl in the world. :D

the56enigma asked: omg cizzle! get your dress at my store! we're having a sale right now and every dress is $25 and under! and it's all suuuuuper cute :D

I’m sorry! I already got it. My aunt got it for me. I’ll swing by any though. :) Where do you work/what time/what’s your social security number? Lol, jk. But really. What?

Anonymous asked: Have you found a graduation dress yet? What does it look like?

I haven’t yet. But I’m looking for it tomorrow hopefully! Any suggestions?

That’s where I’ll spend this weekend. Should be fun. :D

Anonymous asked: It's Karl. Not Carl. Just to let you know. It'd be great if you fixed that. :)

Oh crap. Thank you so much! I’m terrible with spelling people’s names. :( Much appreciated! 

the56enigma asked: Damn straight. But in all seriousness, I am going to cry. And you will hear said words. And you will know about the volume of my love.

Haha. I’ll probably cry too. I’ll hear them, and I’ll look to the crowd and shout them back to you. :D

Today was the last day of high school. I’m done. Now, it’s off to college and the real world and HOLY SHIT. How did it happen so fast. Wasn’t it last week that I was going to my first dance? Or a couple days ago when I performed in Les Mis? Or just yesterday when I had my first heartbreak? No. That was years ago. 

Seniors, I want to say thank you. Thank you for being there for me when times got tough. For being there for each other when we lost Karl. For being there through thick and thin, even if not everyone has spoken to every person in the class. We have the closest class I think I’ve seen at Boise High. I will ALWAYS be proud to be a Brave.

High Ex. You were one of my families. Even if we were a dysfunctional family at times, we always had each other’s backs. When we were going through something tough, we could turn to each other. Even when we were stressed or overloaded with life, I always found solace in the choir room with you.

Belles Voix. You were my girls. You all are like sisters to me. Sure, we fight and argue sometimes, but that’s when the relationship gets stronger. We fix our problems and move on. I didn’t really like women’s choirs all that much, but this year was incredible. I looked forward to seeing all of your beautiful faces every day, even when it didn’t seem like it.

Theatre. Holy crap… You know who you are. I love you with every fiber of my being. You all lifted me up and put me in a position that I didn’t feel like I deserved, so I worked to deserve it. Every show, every late night, every stroke of a paint brush was for you guys.

My three Ashland girls. I love you all SO MUCH. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you all next year. Other Half, you’re going to be 14 hours away from me. What? We’ve never been more that 20 minutes since we’ve met. How am I going to do this? Aruna and Des, I don’t know how I’m going to make it through the hours of memorizing and set design without you two there to hug me and help me release the tension. 

Imionn. So many things to say, but should I say them? Should I tell the world how much I care about you? How I don’t think I’d be here today if it weren’t for you? You’ve seen me at my lowest low and my highest high. You’ve seen me love-sick and broken, as well as loving life and flying. I don’t know where I’d be without you.

To everyone out there reading this. (Yeah, this is to the 3 of you that have read this far.) Don’t forget about the people that made you smile. Even if they just smiled at you on the street, or if they were the biggest influence in your life, keep them in mind. Always settle your differences. Life is too short to lose someone over the small stuff. If you love someone, stay with them. Don’t let anything drag you away from them. Think before you act. That’s a big one, because the ripple effect of one action can knock down walls. Always love. Love might be overused, but never be afraid to feel. Being able to feel and express such complex emotions is what makes us human. Be human. Love, laugh, cry, punch, yell, scream, jump, run, play, pretend, be spontaneous. We are the generation that can turn the world around. WE are the future, whether it’s good or bad. We are stepping out of our sheltered little lives and starting to take the reins. Just do it. Listen to the people who care about you. Do something every day that scares you. Give blood. Do something rash, but not too rash. Get a tattoo of something you love. Go skinny dipping. Stay out late and watch the sunrise. Contradict yourself. Argue. Ask questions. Be curious. Live life to the fullest, because if you don’t, what’s the point in living at all? Are you really even living? 

And always, be Brave.

the56enigma asked: Your, obviously. Whoops. Not anon. I blew my cover. Best you never would have guessed.

I figured. No one else deserves each other like we do. :D

Anonymous asked: Oh, I forgot! I will also be wearing lingerie and a mask made to look exactly like tour mother.

Perfect. :D

Ask me stuff. Please? Please please please.

Anonymous asked: I will be watching you graduate with tears in my eyes this coming Thursday. And as you make your way across The stage to receive your diploma, you will hear my voice whispering in your ear "we deserve each other..." and you will know my love for you is louder than anyone in the crowd. Hope that was creepy enough.

Not creepy enough. Try again.